So I got a New Camera! I'm really happy!


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Sweet Big Eyes by ~albus1987 on deviantART

Maybe the few of you that actually came to my profile might have noticed little activity.

It has been a long way and the last 3 years have been crucial to me.
I have had difficult times, good times , progress and sometimes I had to restart from scratch.
I've met interesting people, some of them I really have a deep respect and friendship, the others, even though I might not feel much affection for them, I think they have their own interesting characters and distinctive ways of thinking.

I've been through a lot of fighting, going back and forth, but I think I'll finally settle down.

I've finally made up my mind fighting for my dreams. It has been difficult,knowing I should act in a way, and should make some choices. Though sometimes I made the " wrong " ones, which were not wrong, but in terms of my priorities weren't "The" choice I should have done first, as, even though it is possible for me to go on from this point, it would have been better if I had done this choice before.

But I don't regret what I've done. Possibly, if I had chosen the other way round I would not have met the great people I met, I would not value that choice, and I wouldn't certainly value this one. And Possibly I wouldn't be in Japan Now.

This year I made the choice not to finish some subjects so I could think for a while and try to sort out what was the next step. Even though I always had really marked goals, I usually depend on the other's will to carry my life on.

Finally I got a Job where I don't need to depend on anyone else's will to work as I don't need to be in a office or something... I can work at home, at my own pace and so nothing could prevent me from getting this job. Some issues occured, but still It proved usefull to give me back my self confidence. This job and a very good friend I met recently (but) whose advice and friendship are very important to me, were the best things happening lately.

It's weird that sometimes, I feel , even being conscious that that feeling is wrong, I feel like I am uncapable of doing most things and bore other people to death when I talk. These sort of things made me kind of like freezing in time and not doing anything to achieve my goals.

Usually I don't write things on the internet about me but I guess this time it's ok.

All of this to say that I've been away for a while from deviant to reestructure myself and my life.

Now I have not only Well Defined Goals but also the strenght to achieve them:

1st Goal: Learning Japanese ( better than the level I have Now and Mathematics
2nd Goal: For now Meeting Japanese people and learning more about Shinto. I am also interested in knowing a little more about Ainu and Okinawa languages. ( And... If possible... visit some Interesting Spots in Japan... demo, as they would say ...
" Okane Ga... Chotto..."
3rd Goal: Learn Korean
4th Goal: Finish my Course
5th Goal: Find a 2nd Job so that I'd be independent.
6th Goal: Buy A House In Coimbra
7th Goal: Master in Translation and
Start at the same time ( possible since Bolonha) the Informatic Engeneering Course.
8th Goal: Masters In Informatic Engineering
9th Goal: PhD in Informatic Engineering
10th Goal: ( this one is still a secret).


As for Deviant art I promise I'll post more often ( as now I also Have brand new pictures. I must say they're not High Quality since they were taken with my little Motorola Cellphone and I'm not a pro, but still I think I'm not that bad.
Also I might post some passages of my stories seen I promised a friend I would write them down.

Post Re-Edited.

I noticed I sometimes My English is a little... well let's say unnacurate...well most times I write them down during short breaks... so don't pay much atention to it... I think I corrected everything I had to In this post...----
Ps. I just Bought Harry Potter And the Philosopher's Stone ( Japanese Edition) Used 100Yen

Back to deviant1 Yes I've been away for a while, having no time and no computer to come here. Anyway I'll post one of my works as soon as I can Promise!

Sorry If I've not come here for a long time, but I've been busy, and I've been feeling a little depressed. Anyway I guess my life is to go on and I'm going to live it the best way I can.
Anyway I'm feeling really happy because I'm Finally Learning Japanese

Hi!
Today I remebered to tell you about a great Metal Portuguese Group . It's Awasome. It's Name is Waste Disposal Machine.
I knew about it because my uncle-godfather was one of the former members and founders of the band. He left in 2003 if I'm not mistaken. But I felt curious and I went to their site about a year ago. Now that they are recording a new album I thought it was interesting to show you their site .
In their Official Website you can Download ID.CODE(one of their albums) and some musics. But I'll give you the directlink to the download... and I'd strongly recomend you to visit their website and Leave a comment
help this great band growing


Their Site: [link]

Their Space: [link]

one of their Several Blogs: [link]

AND NOW THEIR ALBUM AND MUSIC LINKS (right click to download):

ID CODE (ALBUM): [link]


Girl Within a Motorcycle: [link]


As Time Goes By: [link]

Hate: [link]

F:Act : [link]


Hope you Like it... I f you like it let me know lol.